I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret

thanksgiving break......

2006-11-18T19:14:56Z

me and court were just having a quick chat....
and we decided there is no other way to put it....

thanksgiving break is gonna be very interesting
and we both cant wait for the festivities to begin...

.....ooo baby
:)

makemetempt_you @ 2006-09-20T16:03:00

2006-09-20T20:04:34Z

on a lighter note,
bobby gets to stay,
him and his girlfriend are done.
but im not too into him anymore,
and now hes into me,
haha that sucks doesn it?

meet Ralphie.

2005-08-28T04:14:43Z

the new addition to my family, thanks to moi.

makemetempt_you @ 2005-08-14T12:51:00

2005-08-14T16:52:49Z

masquamakit was a lot of fun.
all the girls made it at least a couple of days.
wednesday night was so much fun becasue it was me, joce, court, britt and allie.
lots of partying with random people
which is the way to do it.
so much fun.
so many new people.
now im home though
and it kinda sucks.
the minute i was back there was drama.
oh well.
thats waterford.
now i need to focus on my summer reading and all that bull.
plus i need a job.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
welcome home right.

makemetempt_you @ 2005-07-25T20:34:00

2005-07-26T00:37:14Z

virginia beach was SO much fun.
me and jess had so much fun .
we went to colonial williamsburg- BIGGEST BORE OF MY LIFE.
lol where this guy showed us how to bind books... dont ask.
we went to the beach a couple days.
where we saw dolphins! it was so awesome
they just kept swimming near the beach in these huge packs.
then we went shopping on the pier and spent way too much money.
drama goes with you no matter where you are.
thanks for that one christina.
but i am so happy to be home.
i missed work like crazy.
those kids really grow on you,
i love my job.
im just excited to get back into the routine.
i missed my girls like crazy!
even though britt is still in california,
courtney is off to VA in a couple days
allie is in new hampshire,
and lovemeister is at camp.
i miss everyone.
but me and selina can definitley hold it down on our own
hahah.

so good to be home.

makemetempt_you @ 2005-07-07T15:51:00

2005-07-07T19:54:39Z

things havent been the greatest lately...
for the past week i have been in a "blah" mood
but my dad just topped it off.
i got a phone call the other day while at playground
its my mom,
sounds frantic but trying to be brave.
she told me that my dad left work and went to the hospital.
i knew it was another heart attack.
...
when i was born my dad was in the hospital with lukemia,
got out for two weeks and had two heart attacks within two days.
so all of this is nothing new.
and hten with my mom a couple of months ago, in the hospital for two weeks.
i feel like i know that place like the back of my hand.
i went to see him with tyler yesterday for the first time.
we both refuse to go near him.
i cant stand seeing my dad all hooked up like that.
its my worst nightmare ever.

i feel bad for tyler because the poor kid is only six. hes already had to go visit his mom and dad at the hospital and be terrified for days that he was going to be left alone.

last night me and my brother slept in my parents roomw ith my mom. she isnt handeling htis very well. every time something like this happens it scares the shit out of everyone in my family. my dad is already 69, these "little" heart attacks, really take a larger toll on him than other people.

i just got the phone call, from my dad say ing he had to stay there again, and they wont let him go yet. hes trying to make it sound like its no big deal. but you can tell hes scared.

im just waiting for eveyrthing to blow over... hopefully it wont take long and he can come home already. and i can stop being so down all the time...

makemetempt_you @ 2005-06-08T22:37:00

2005-06-09T02:38:27Z

sometimes my life sucks
and nothing makes sense,
people are horrible.

but then other times
I LOVE EVERYTHING.
like today.

what a beeeaaauuutttiiifffuuullll DAY.

makemetempt_you @ 2005-03-14T21:43:00

2005-03-15T02:45:11Z

omg my back is KILLING ME.
i seriousley hurt it golfing
and then all this dance
im gonna have the same back as my dad
a 69 year old man.
ahhhh
im excited for the vanessa carlton concert.
my mom bought me tickets today.
im going to go take a shower.
and then go to bed
ps.
CORA IS MY SAVIOR. IF YOU READ THIS I WANT TO MARRY YOUR RIGHT NOW B/C YOU JUST SAVED MY LIFE.
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
much <3

Suck on that.

2005-01-08T05:50:05Z